no fish , swam two hottentot for about an hour and nothing, just lost my slide, well must put on a lighter singer line, but didn't due to laziness, beautiful evening, andra joined me and Birma and her children were there Kino got really into fishing for the little ones, not so much edgeman but then maybe he is too teenage to be cool.

Eric the wise gave a good balanced crit of the paper, some work not much, tighten up, not so much idiosyncratic gonzo journalism... what a complement.

so far so where, what does that mean, l'm not too sure, the net is down so i have lost half of my brain. Must go to varsity just now to discuss paper with Eric the brilliant, not his real name, intimidating as all hell, seems several leagues ahead iq wise, check that double pun, brilliant ne', me slightly, a lot insecure as, not too sure my work is up to scratch, too lazy to spend time changing it, not entirely true, just find criticism very hard. From anyone.
Like Cruella yesterday asking me to take down firrefox as if it was some sort of viral porn site. ooh and all because the ICDL admin dude Jammy couldnt figure out how to use it insteadd of IE7, apparently the learners were uneasy, ooh maybe they learnt soomething.
Maybe they should learn something aaarggh, all my work up in smoke because why. I'll tell you what i think i think i intimdate cruella and her crew, so they have to controll what they can't handle or something lilke that.

Aah was worried about characters but they are surely comming now fast and furious. Tee hee furious and not so fast

went fishing last night, chilly ,with a westerly, nw blowing one or two squid, swam a maasbanker as live bait, but it came in the way that it went out. Still wont give up will try the scent thing and should use a bit of metal trace

here is hoping for the big one.

short excursion to fishing now time to learn to type and do more alignment stuff.

visiting God

Jung wrote of the need to get into your own culture before leaping into others. I've always been on the fringes of eastern religion, rejecting Christianity in favour of what i saw as more inclusive beliefs. Now i live in sunvalley, close to Fishhoek on the cape peninsula, cape town. Home to the highest churches per capita anywhere in the world. So i am going to visit all the different flavours, visiting God at his many homes.

started last week with the Baptist, King of Kings Sunvalley. Man why don't they sing. Sermon was on Forgiveness which i took very much to heart as have just gone through divorce, and am very angry with Carol.
Maybe that is why the urge to visit God looking for something lasting or whatever. I'm also dogmatically giving up on dogmatism but more of that later

Don't think the sermon was about forgiving others but God forgiving us through Jesus, still take what you can? The Jesus matyrdom is still quite an impenetrable koan for me.